I was born in northeastern Ohio, in the middle of the worst snowstorm of the 1980’s. My mother was rushed to the hospital on a snowmobile. I grew up in a beach town on the shores of Lake Erie. The city I grew up in was apart of the Firelands. The town has more similarities to Connecticut. The city itself was modeled after the original version in New England . My city was known for its yachts and I was boating within my first few months of birth. I attribute my nautical childhood, for my natural ability with rope. As I was handling rope, as young as I can remember. I even went to state in 4-H for knot tying. A lot of my relatives served in the Navy. I’ve never lived landlocked. I’ve always lived within 2 miles of the sea. The water and sea, have always been major parts of my life. It defines a lot about me.
My start comes in the early 2000’s. Back when the internet was so innocent, fresh and new. The idea of the internet model was coming to fruition. Social media didn’t exist. This was the era of the chatroom. I was really active in kinky chat rooms. My day-to-day life was very typical of a young adult. I was going to school and trying to figure out how I fit into the world. I didn’t feel like I fit anywhere. I was cute, fit and bleach blonde.
As long as I could remember, people told me I should model. I always brushed it off, as something impossible for someone like me. While I was slim, I wasn’t super slim. I did not look like a runway model or Victoria Secrets model. I have wide shoulders and an ass. In that era models didn’t have big asses. Jennifer Lopez was the only asstastic celebrity at the time. It was the era of Britney Spears abs and super slim bodies.
My kinky chatroom friends encouraged me to start a yahoo group since, I was pretty popular in the chatrooms. The group kind of took off. I was shocked anyone would be interested. Around that time, I accepted a job at a clothing store. Where a couple of male coworkers told me, I should seriously think about adult modeling. I laughed at them, thinking they just wanted to see me naked.
At the encouragement of my therapist I did contact a mainstream agent. They took me on and I started doing a little acting jobs and modeling jobs. However, they told me they didn’t have much for me because I wasn’t exactly the wholesome midwestern Hallmark model/ actor they typically book with. I was too edgy for their typical market. I was crushed.
Luck would have it, while out at one of the local metalhead nightspots, I met a gal who was an alt model. She introduced me to a number of amature photographers and told me to hit up the local camera clubs. That they commonly get together for workshops and shoot girls who looked like me. She also, urged me to go to a Playboy casting call. She mentioned I looked and dressed like a girl name Dita Von Teese who, she met and shot with. She was the current darling of bondage, fetish modeling and she’s always in Playboy Special Editions. She also doesn’t have tattoos, like me. I should look her up to see who she works with and reach out them.
She urged me to attend Glamourcon in Chicago, there I met a bunch of adult models and Playboy models. I didn’t have a booth. I went to learn and ask question. While there, I booked shoots walking around the showroom floor as an attendee. I was shocked known adult photographers and producers wanted to shoot little old me. I didn’t even go with the intention of shooting. I went to learn.
While at Glamourcon, I started the process of shooting pictures for my own website. Divini Rae suggested her and I shoot together. She brought her camera to glamourcon to shoot with other hot girls. While we shot, we talked about how it was a great idea to have a website so people can reach out. She mentioned a lot of girls were starting their own sites. I should do the same. We talked about this being a wave of the future.
After Glamourcon, I came home. Joined OneModelPlace and then started my own site. The rest is history. I eventually, moved to LA because I was tired of taking flights west every other week. It just started making sense to put roots in LA. I flourished in LA. LA clicked for me. I finally felt like I fit in somewhere. I love living in my old beach town. I love having the beach at my fingertips all year round. I love my wacky neighbors. Many of them could give a hoot what I’m doing.
My site has always been my own brand of wacky DIY. Sometimes I take the time to put together a great scene with set pieces and a story. But most of the time, I’m shooting in my bedroom and talking dirty to you, in my bed. I’ve always committed to bring a sense of reality. What you see is what you get here. Sometimes it’s cheesy, sometimes it’s sexy. But I always bring who I am and my personality. I’m here to connect with you. Just as I have back in the chatroom days. The internet and social media may have changed since then. I’m still in the same kinky girl talking dirty online.